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Klarion The Witch Boy (Clarence Blakely) ([personal profile] hardtoignore) wrote in [community profile] tramitem_comm2020-10-29 08:08 pm

[phone call, to Yotsuyu Naeuri on October 30 at 9:56am]

[At first, all that can be heard is rushing water and breathing. Harsh breathing. Honestly, not the best start for any conversation but Clarence has been trying to get ahold of his emotions for the past hour and it's all just started to crumble to hell anyway, so this is the best he could hope for until he can talk to someone about this. When he finally speaks, he can be heard over the water, but just barely.]

Yot-tsuyu? I'm... I need some... advice. I'm sorry! I'm, you're working but... please.

darkenedmoon: (what??)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-10-30 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
[She's been a bit subsumed by the Halloween spirit that seems to be going around, but the sound of Clarence's voice has her snapping out of it, as much as is possible, anyway.]

Clarence?? It's all right, what is going on? [It wouldn't be the first time there's been a panicked phone call in her life, it likely won't be the last. It's just not her child, precisely...]

Just breathe, dear, I'm listening. [Besides, her boss was rather pleased with one of the deals she'd landed, she's got some wiggle room, and Yotsuyu's damn well going to use it.]
darkenedmoon: (sadness)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-10-30 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, there's a pang of guilt that goes through her. How did she miss that? Probably the holiday buildup, Yotsuyu will blame that. But she doesn't immediately break into apologies...a talk? And no explanation of what? Her lips thin angrily, but she tries to keep her calm.]

They did not say about what, I suppose? I should hope it is only about a birthday celebration over the weekend!

If it is not, by some stretch of the imagination, you know you may stay with me? [Yotsuyu hopes that his fear is wrong, but she cannot help but offer a safety net. He and Elliot are friends, and she cares about him, too. Though she'd likely have Words with his foster parents if his fears are realized.]
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[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-10-30 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Though I have never had it done myself, yes, actually. It was something I went over, when I was working to adopt Elliot. [Ages ago, yes, but true nonetheless.]

Is that a potential option on the table? [Yotsuyu is a bit fond of Kris and Phil, and she surely does hope that they do adopt Clarence. She's more fond of him, it's true. If it wouldn't be weird, she'd consider adopting him herself, were he fond of the idea.]
darkenedmoon: (musing)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-10-31 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
Well. What I would do, were I you, is make a list. And list the pros and cons of living with Kris and Phil. It doesn't have to be an excruciating exercise, just...pros would be what you like about being there, and cons are the opposite. Then, if the former outdo the latter...

I hardly think they've been terrible to you. But this way, it would certainly be your decision. Even I am not trying to sway you, just giving you a way to...focus? It is a big decision, I can understand your distress.

[At least here, she can have a clear head about it!]
darkenedmoon: (confused)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-11-01 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a pause where she's utterly silent.]

Whyever would you?

[Not that she sounds particularly horrified. Even if she thinks this is more a thought exercise, not a legitimate question, at the moment.]
darkenedmoon: (skeptical)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-11-06 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
[This might be dangerous, but...Yotsuyu laughs, now.]

Well. Then I shall assume that is why we are friends. Because whoever my other self, my Different self, is...she is not a nice person.

Nor could I tell you whether or not my niceness here, in this time and place is a desire to be...Different, from her. [By the tone of her voice, Yotsuyu doesn't intend it to be a pun] Or if my nature simply changed due to nurture. But we are not the same as our others. Just because that is what you see, does not mean that it needs to be. I pray I am making sense.

But I do realize the temptation may be there. [To be evil. She has Elliot to be a role model for, at least...]
darkenedmoon: (me a drama queen?)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-11-10 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
Darling, that is a compliment, but you do not have my memories. [Which show Yotsuyu that, if nothing else, she was not the nicest of people, if they have also raised more questions...]

Precisely. Or, even if that is what your other self's memories have showed you? You do not need to consider yourself trapped there. You are still you.

[Though she gives a light chuckle there, as well.] I've no need to be cruel or bad, if the ones I care for are all happy, now, do I?
darkenedmoon: (wicked)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-11-10 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
[The smile Yotsuyu gives Clarence is not one that might settle his soul; not at all. If she actually had more memories of her other self, the answer might be different. But she responds to him, anyway.]

I would. In a heartbeat, and without remorse. And if I could find a way to do it without being caught? So much the better. But I do not think I'd care if I were caught. If I could draw it out and heighten their pain? It would only please me more.
darkenedmoon: (startled)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-11-21 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[That gave her a moment of pause, and she narrows her eyes, then, in thought. Not that that transfers over the phone, but Yotsuyu is silent for a few excruciating moments.]

What is this tangent about, Clarence? Perhaps this is something best dealt with in person.

[Only part of her might be concerned about who might be listening in to this...]
darkenedmoon: (calculating)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-11-21 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps tea? Or lunch somewhere? Within the next day or so? [She'd rather talk this over as soon as possible--and not within his fosters' earshot. What they don't know cannot hurt them.]

You may pick, and I shall pay.
darkenedmoon: (sly)

[personal profile] darkenedmoon 2020-11-24 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I did say you could choose, dear. You tell me, I can find it. That or we can motor there in my car. We'll just arrange it with Kris and Phil.